"I got the results to my MRI yesterday."
Every time I hear these words I stop breathing. Every since my dad was diagnosed with brain cancer, I can't help but be afraid... of what the future holds.
Every time he gets his results, he calls me with those words.
He pauses. That pause always calls for more concern. It's not really a long pause, but to me, the time it takes him to speak again seems like forever.
"It's clear. It's allllll goooooood."
I smile, because I know that it could be worse. I know that it SHOULD be worse based on what the doctors have said, based on the tons of information I went through on the Internet. It should be worse.
But God Is Good!
"The doctors are amazed. They can't believe that the test keep coming back clean."
"Somebody has been praying for you."
We both start singing, "Somebody prayed for me. They me on their mind. Took the time to praaay for me! I so glad they prayed! I'm so glad they prayed! I'm so glad they praaaayed for me!"
I want to cry every time I get these results because I know how blessed we are. It's been about a year and a half since I got the news. Stage 4 Brain Cancer and my dad is doing just fine.
I know that it is God's work because there simply is no other explanation.
I prayed so hard that he would be okay. And God does answer prayers. I know that now.
When everyone kept saying that he would be okay, I had so many doubts. I didn't want to hear it. What did they know. I'd read the research. I'd seen the look of doom in the doctor's eyes. I'd heard the diagnosis of a grim future. I didn't believe, or at least couldn't see where they could possibly know how that was true.
I stopped listening to them. I stopped listening to the doctors and the studies and the research, and right now, I'm listening God. And He is doing his THANG!
An ARMY WIFE, a College Life... Finder of lost homework, packer of school lunches, chaperon of class field trip, room mom, designer of school projects and doctor scraped knees... All while rockin' a pair of stilletos!
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Somebody Prayed
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
Writer's Workshop: I'm praying for.....
Today is another Writer's Workshop day hosted by Mama Kat @ Mama's Losin' It and today I'm gonna do the one about
1) SOMEONE i'M PRAYING FOR
Right now and for the last few days I have been praying for a baby that I don't know personally, feel like I know through his mother's blog.
1) SOMEONE i'M PRAYING FOR
Right now and for the last few days I have been praying for a baby that I don't know personally, feel like I know through his mother's blog.

This sweetie pie is currently in the pediatri ICU with SVT (Supra Ventricular Tachycardia=very high heart rate). This story touched my heart. This little one had a fight in utero with the same problem and doctors said then that he wouldn't make it.
Well, Miracles do happen when you trust in God.
He was born without any problems and has been strong since.
A few days ago things changed for him and now he is in the PICU fighting to keep his heart rate down.
So I have been checking is to MckMama's blog daily, praying along with the hundreds of others that are praying as she continues to keep the blog world update on Stellan's progress.
MckMama has so much faith in God. She has put everything in His hands in seems at peace with whatever decision He makes for her little man. (Much more calm than I coule ever be)
I have never met her, but have been a follow of her blog for a while and she has some of the cutest kids I've ever seem. They just make you wanna follow her unique stories.
So right now, I am praying for a family and a baby that I have never met, but whom I know needs constant prayers.
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I am also praying on a regular basis that Hubs DOES NOT have to go to Afganistan in a few month for a 12 month deployment. He has never been there, or Iraq or anywhere else over there, simply by the grace of God and I am hoping that he can avoid it for a few more years until he retires. He has word that his unit, MIGHT be going in August. I am praying all the time that this simply doesn't happen. I don't like being a single mom and that's exactly what it feels like when he's not here.
So pray with me cause I won't be so Mommy Fabulous is I'm alone!
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So THAT is who I am praying for! If you wanna join in on this one or if you wanna see what other Prompts Mama Kat has this week, get over HERE and check them out.
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